As flat as they day I bought it. It has never been filled with ANYTHING. My family has never been reeeeeally in to the whole "traditional" christmas so I resent all those christmas movies putting ideas in my head of what it should be like. My Christmas has usually consisted of between 1-3 gifts of average quality. Sweaters, colognes, some kind of entertainment thing (vhs, dvd, cd, etc). I hate to be so "un-humble" here but I'm really ticked off and I need to vent.I spent a lot of money this year on christmas gifts. Money that I really shouldn't have been spending but I don't like to think that people are going without christmas gifts or that they feel "left out" if they didn't get anything. I donated between 60-70 to ONE PERSON, truly out of the kindness of my heart because I would have preferred to sell them but I know that this guy needed the clothes more than I needed the money. I do good things. I am a good person. When is the universe gonna return the favor??!! When is this 'karma' crap gonna kick in?! I know I shouldn't expect anything but seriously!!! Its about freakin time already!!! I got 250 dollars for christmas this year. And a dvd from my brother. The 250 came from my mother for the sole purpose of "getting me out of christmas debt". She just paid me for her new iPod. Fantastic. The dvd is a USED one. I suppose it IS the thought that counts and it was very nice of my brother and my mother to at least remember to get me something. I always give and give and give and I never really expect things in return but IT WOULD BE NICE!!!! My mom couldn't even get me a heartfelt card. She used the same generic one that she mailed out this year. How do you think that makes me feel?! On monday, my mom asked me to do her christmas shopping for her. I bought (on behalf of my mother)for my older brother a new BlackBerry Curve, my younger brother a new Sony GPS system and I, myself, bought them -in addition to what gifts I had already purchased for them- all the accessories for their new gadgets. They had plenty of gifts to open, stockings stuffed, I even bought everyone their own brand new, personalized-by-me travel coffee mug and all I got was 250 cash in a "no-thought-was-put-into-this" generic holiday card and a used dvd. But its the thought that counts, really. There is not doubt that when I make my credit card payment this month, along with the $250, I will be able to pay off one credit card in total but I would like to know that a little more thought was put into my gift. I didn't ask for anything this year because I don't need anything. It give me pleasure to make others happy. But if you are going to get me gift, make it count. I do!!!!! Time and time again, I do my best to make it count. My mom mentioned in june that she would like to get an iPod. I remembered that and what did I get her for christmas?! An iPod!!!! Whatever. I'm tired right now and I have a TON of other things on my mind. Dalit hasn't called me back in like 4 days and my therapist is out of town til January 7th. I'm going crazy here!!!! I need a vacay.
Merry Freakin' Christmas.
FF
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"Dalit hasnt called me back in 4 days"??
start paying me as much as you pay your therapist and I'll be returning calls as if you were my hot boss.
hahaha