So my mom, the farsh and I decided to take a little mini-vacay to scottsdale last week. It was truly a spur of the moment kind of thing. On tuesday we thought about it, on wednesday we booked the hotel and on thursday we rolled out!! It was a lot of fun and my mom and I had a "hidden agenda" when we left. We went to see the school I want to go to......the Scottsdale Culinary Institute! Now, nothing is official but I have applied and I just really need to convince my dad about letting me go. If he doesn't, I fully intend to procure my own funding and finally study what I want to!! I want to keep this all kind of "hush-hush" because I don't want the same thing to happen this time as has happened in the past. Every time I've been close to going to a school I want to go to (i.e. I can literally smell the future) it doesn't happen for me due to some unforeseen circumstance. Usually my dad. I feel like maybe people think I'm just "all talk, no action". But really I'm all action! I'm always ready to go but for some reason I respect my dad so much that I feel like I can't go anywhere or make any life decisions without his blessing. I know you may think "if he wants to keep it hush hush, why is he writing about it on his blog........which happens to be on the internet.......which lots of people can easily find by searching through blogs?" The answer is this......because I effing feel like it. Its my blog and imma write what I want to! Plus, I don't really think that many people read my blog. And hopefully, whoever does will be considerate enough to keep quiet.

Ssshhhhhhh,
FF
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