So Many Things.....

....On my mind right now. I need to find a way to get everything together. To re-organise myself. Ideas are jumping around in my mind like frogs jumping from lilypad to lilypad. I'm doing a show at Center Stage. Right now, I really don't think I have time to do a show. But I need the escape so I'm doing it. I think it will be good for me mentally and physically. But it is extremely time-consuming and I never really get a break from it. Rehearsals are Sunday-Thursday from 7-9. That leaves me 2 nights out of the week to myself. But I never really have them to myself because my family is always going to/invited somewhere and I am the only one of the brothers that ever goes. Everyday consists of waking up (between 730 and 8) getting to work by 930-945, going to school (T-Th only), going back to work until 5, get home at 530, go to theatre at 630 and usually stay til 930. And of course, during the "travel time", there are plenty of stops....groceries for the house, pharmacy runs, food for myself, school things, etc... By the time I get home (for good), I'm pooped!!! I don't feel the strength to do anything. By the end of the week, I just want to stay home and do nothing. Thankfully, this week is thanskgiving so I will have a bit of a break. No school from wednesday-monday, no rehearsal on thursday, friends in from out of town. This is setting itself up to be a good weekend. I'm just tired of being here. I am getting the feeling again that I am stuck in a rut. Always the same thing!! I think I'm going to end up being one of those people that never really settle in one place. I'm going to be everywhere. I'm gonna either work my way from place to place to place OR have houses everywhere so I can just up-and-leave whenever I want to. Oh goodness.......I just wanna start all that in France. I have a feeling that once I'm there, a lot of doors will open for me.

Knock-Knock.......Bonjour!!!
FF
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